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SileNt-Sam
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You're just like me, we changed.

indeed

Happy Madness Day. Hope you'll be back soon :)

thx man :)

You should show your priest the drawings you make, and see if he still considers it to be a sin.

most of what i draw is rated A so that wouldn't be a nice idea hehe

Sorry bro,and if you don't remember me it's fine barely anyone does we used to hang out and everything even I got depressed...Anyway I want to say hi I thought you never were on this site but anyway you are cool remember that and I will always think that bye.

thx man , yeah i'm mostly off these days but i hope i'll be back soon .. best wishes :)

Hey, sent you an email!

got it ! sorry for taking too long to respond but i've been extremely busy .. thank you so much

well, i read it all.
sam. listen to me very carefully. perhaps you dont even remember me anymore, but LOOK AT MY WORDS VERY CAREFULLY.
whatever you do, whatever the situation, NO MATTER WHAT, do not suicide.
i repeat. DO NOT HARM YOURSELF.
this is not the solution, and you know it deep inside.
if you have good parents, it will shatter their hearts, and it will tear them apart.
if you have friends, it will destroy them, and guilt will be always with them for not stopping you. (or for not noticing your problems in time.).
if you read this, listen to me. dont do anything futile and stupid.
do not harm yourself. do not suicide.

you might wander ''why would a stranger over the internet would care about me?''
well, and i answer: because i want to help you sam.
i am your friend, and i want to help you. (tho friend is an odd name for an internet friendship, but i digress.)

do not do anything stupid.

and most importantly, what has happened that broke the balance in your life? what was the event that caused you so much depression?!

did the church call your drawings a sin? i bet they never saw true art in their lives, and who are they to call somethign a sin? only God can judge us and our works, not them.
remember goya. remember rembrandt. remember ciciliano. all those artists were in danger, because the church considered their art a ''sin'', while everyone else considered them masterpeieces of art. (which they were.)
michelangelo drew naked people, and he was called a sinner. but michalangelo saved someone from death in his lifetime, and he even ended up drawing for capella sixtina, so is art a sin?
NO. art is not a sin. people who do crimes sin.
not people who do paintings.

also: why does your priest say that you cannot be with your best friends?
WHO CARES if they are gay?
noone. so, be back with them, and be their friend once again.
being friends with someone is not a sin. hurting people is a sin.
so, if you hurt yourself and suicide, thats the worst thing you can do to your loved ones, and the greatest sin of all time.
because you will waste your life for nothing.

you can do things, sam. you can DRAW. you are an ARTIST.
create art, and ignore the priests, the people, the so-called helpers who call you a sinner for your arts.

listen to me. dont give up.
try to draw again, and try to have friends again, and try to live again.
you can do it.

thank man , and i do take online friends seriously , they're my second family for sure ..
i've got a lot of stress on my shoulders and that's what caused me depression .. mostly because i moved to another country to study there and i'm really missed my old friends and one of my best friends died 2 weeks ago and i couldn't even go to his funeral , that's one of my 99 problems .. but like you said no matter how hard it gets i'd never harm myself .. thanks man :)

Sorry I couldn't draw you a birthday present, but I hope this celebratory thread will do!
http://www.newgrounds.com/bbs/topic/1375735

aww man :) thank you so much .. totally made my day !

Ha! Dude, hearing from you always makes my day! I meant every word of what I said in the opening of the thread.... kinda jumped the gun by a few hours, just wanted to make sure it happened :)

I do not know if i make the past up here or no.
My english is not good please forgive me.

I just make a sign up here now when i read this.

It is no a sin to be happy my friend this priest was wrong in saying what he say to you.
True religion is to be happy to others always no matter what. Love is mutual and it come from all sides even if you do not get it back